Wednesday, July 01, 2009 @ Wednesday, July 01, 2009
Really happy to have met Amanda today.. realize I super donno abt her latest stuff.. like she going to uni and some others.. but really happy to catch up a little.. =)
Went home after that.. really dread going home.. really really.. I donno why but everything is so different after my father scolded me that day..
He said that if one day he cannot control, he will whack me.. even he go to court he also dun care.. he will just go to court… it kind of stung me.. yup.. then everything changed.. I no longer have that kind of respect I used to have for him. I dun really wan to come home to see him, hear his voice.. just feel so frustrated talking to him.. I just cant pretend that e incident didn’t happened..
This was what happened..
He came to fetch me at airport.. he said around 6-6.15pm. I didn’t see my phone cause its silent mode.. then realized it was 5.53pm already. Then a lot of miss call liao.. he waited for like 5 mins then departure hall cannot wait so he made a big round to the budget terminal. Bec of this, he shouted and scolded like crazy loh.. he say I took him for granted loh. Whatever..
Haiz.. I seriously dun feel like talking to him or looking at his face everyday which I have to if I dun stay hall next sem.. feel like renting a room near jurong.. I think if we dun see each other everyday, perhaps one will appreciate the person more..
I just dun want to hear his voice. Cause everytime his voice will just ring in my head. “ I will whack you and I dun care even if I have to go to court”.
Just kind of feel really scared to be living with such a violent man…
