Sunday, February 03, 2008 @ Sunday, February 03, 2008
long time no blog so i guess i will post one today..
these few days so happening.. realli tired but i like my life cause i live my life to the fullest.
i got know a guy which is like many years older than me thru my job.. nice guy too.. then intro me to a job but i think i wont get it anyway..
today so many things happened. mostly unhappy ones.haha..
went for chingay training today.. the MP said something which i found it meaningful and that is to live life to the fullest. his newphew passed away. the reason is that his parents still allow him to play scoccer even though he had a hole in his heart. The parents just want him to have a happy and normal life... i think like so wei da la. seriously. admire them..
okie i came back relali tired but cant complain cause my parents wont understand.. they will just say i deserve it.. haiz. seriously ah. when i am down.. i realli donno who to tok or look for sia..nvm. i had to go work..
this service crew job is giving my headaches..actually it doesnt give me problems.. just tat it gives my father problems and hence give me problems. relali very pek chek.. okie my parents say want go chinatown after my job ends at 11pm. okie..they are fetching me from bugis and thelast train that departs from airport is like 11.18pm. so i need to leave the cafe on the dot at 11 and run to the station so that i will not miss the mrt. okie. i didnt have dinner.. didnt have time to drink water. and i asked them if i could leave on the dot. okie. then i ran to mrt. then my parents called and say that they are not going chinatown just bec my mother is tired. pls lah. i work whole day not tired meh. onli u tired ah. then my leg so tired and sore but had to run to catch the mrt than u say not going.wtf. seriously lah. i am like so pissed off lah..
worse still..
when i meet them at tanah merah mrt ah. then i say watever complains i have.. they dint even apologise and said that it was MY FAULT CAUSE THIE IS ALL I DESERVE ONE. WHO ASKED MY WANT TO WORK UNTIL SO LATE. i mean this is my job wat. sometimes until so late. like wtf lah. ya my fault.
i donno why lah but i feel that there are many things which i cant tell my parents. esp my father. cant tell him i am tired.. cause he say i deserve it. as i no need to work one. even when two days ago i was like feverish and vomitied i didnt say cause i will get blame for the situation i am in. watever lah..
i feel that like i need some family person to support wat i am doing sia... cause i got no strength to carry this on le. i realli want to continue to work in the cafe but bec of my father i have to quit..
wa hao shan xin ah.. how.. realli ah..but it is not possible for him to understand me one.
