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Friday, December 22, 2006 @ Friday, December 22, 2006

today i thought of smth..
and i got very scared of it..
i actually had a goal in my life now.. to get a double degree Law and econs and further banking as my career.. ( i think so lah.. ) .. the problem is i need to have 4As... OMG..

when i was taking my o levels.. i thought of just working hard and do my best.. when my o levels was near.. i wanted to get 7 distinctions.. i thought it may be possible because generally the whole year my results were not bad.. so that didnt stress me.. my results came out.. i did quite well and went into tjc..

Now.. i have a goal before taking my a levels.. long long before my A levels..
i want go law and econs and the requirements are high.. my results for JC 1 was not gd even though i work very very hard the whole year.. so... i am afraid.. suddenly afraid of taking the A levels.. a lot of "wat ifs" apepar into my brain.. wat if i make it and wat if i dont..