Thursday, August 17, 2006 @ Thursday, August 17, 2006
things not doing well.. haiz.. everytime i fall.. i tried my best to climb up but.. i fall again.. i just cant seemed to understand anything loh.. keep sleeping in lectures.. wonder wats wrong with me...saded.. tomorrow getting back chem test wonder how is it..
today envy of someone.. haiz.. why sometimes ppl can have everything they have but some cant.. thats sad.. i hate this kind of feeling.. i hate comparison.. but there will always but comparison between ppl.. haiz.. this girl.. like everyone likes her.. everyone take note of wat she likes and stuff.. not envy of this but like her likes and mine are like the SAME!! thats so shitty loh.. then when i have that thing ppl will like say oh. she should have that.. wat the. she is so multi talented.. in all aspects then she is so confident of herself in anything she do.. haiz..just be satisfied with wat i am.. yup. :)
guitar practice today.. happi that i can play a bit of romance le.. ya.. but the group song i still suck at it.. then janice say some stuff i think is because of me loh.. ya.. i think i not fit to be c i lah.. realli not fit loh.. cause i cant play well.. so wat if i can read notes i and better at the rythmic. but i am very slow at learning to play.. haiz.. trying my best .. so busy at work that i just cant find time to prac my guitar.. haiz.. then meetings after meetings.. so many stuff.. is not so many work to do la.. is just that i very tired after i come home then i dont do it on time than drag and drag so the workload gets piled up.. thats my fault actually.. promos is coming.. haiz. scary.. hope can do well..
tired after tuition.. cant seemed to cope with the lesson.. for two lessons i dont understand a single thing.
hope to get a better day tomorrow with 3 lectures and 3 tutorials..
Thursday, August 17, 2006 @ Thursday, August 17, 2006
things not doing well.. haiz.. everytime i fall.. i tried my best to climb up but.. i fall again.. i just cant seemed to understand anything loh.. keep sleeping in lectures.. wonder wats wrong with me...saded.. tomorrow getting back chem test wonder how is it..
today envy of someone.. haiz.. why sometimes ppl can have everything they have but some cant.. thats sad.. i hate this kind of feeling.. i hate comparison.. but there will always but comparison between ppl.. haiz.. this girl.. like everyone likes her.. everyone take note of wat she likes and stuff.. not envy of this but like her likes and mine are like the SAME!! thats so shitty loh.. then when i have that thing ppl will like say oh. she should have that.. wat the. she is so multi talented.. in all aspects then she is so confident of herself in anything she do.. haiz..just be satisfied with wat i am.. yup. :)
guitar practice today.. happi that i can play a bit of romance le.. ya.. but the group song i still suck at it.. then janice say some stuff i think is because of me loh.. ya.. i think i not fit to be c i lah.. realli not fit loh.. cause i cant play well.. so wat if i can read notes i and better at the rythmic. but i am very slow at learning to play.. haiz.. trying my best .. so busy at work that i just cant find time to prac my guitar.. haiz.. then meetings after meetings.. so many stuff.. is not so many work to do la.. is just that i very tired after i come home then i dont do it on time than drag and drag so the workload gets piled up.. thats my fault actually.. promos is coming.. haiz. scary.. hope can do well..
tired after tuition.. cant seemed to cope with the lesson.. for two lessons i dont understand a single thing.
hope to get a better day tomorrow with 3 lectures and 3 tutorials..
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