Tuesday, July 25, 2006 @ Tuesday, July 25, 2006
to all my friends.. sorri that i keep never reply all those mails loh.. a bit lazy and got lots of things to do.. bla bla.. i kept thinking wat is the aim of going to school.. i like going to school cause i can learn a lot of stuff gain a lot of knowledge but i am like so sick of going to school now.. cant find any aim.. is it just to do well for my a levels.. i very stressed up due to results.. the me now is so different.. last time when i sit for a test or exam.. i will feel that since i put enuff effort in studying i should be able to do well.. now.. even i am prepared i also think that i will fail.. i just think that i cannot make it.. how.. can someone help me.. i am not as confident as before and i dun look forward to school anymore.. not like last time where i go school everyday.. learn lots of stuff.. have lots of fun with my friends.. saw him than very happy.. like a lot of reasons for me to go school loh.. lots and lots.. haiz..now.. totally different.. i want pon school.. i pon p e.. i pon civis.. i pon contact.. haiz.. these subjects are like useless right.. but no one in my class will pon except me.. i just dun want to stay in school.. want go home.. want study.. i feel so stressed up.. no matter how .. i still have lots to study.. lots to do. my time planning is so suck.. i just dun have any time.. haiz.. but i still got time watch vcd lah.. haha so nice loh.. the e zhou ju zhi wen.. hee.. end here.. to all my friends.. stay happy.. sorri never reply mail..
