Sunday, June 18, 2006 @ Sunday, June 18, 2006
To my dear friends,
Sorry that i have changed. I put aside all my friends just because of my studies. I was not like tat in the past. To my precussionists.. sorry that i didnt play in the concert. I even had the thinking of not going to the concert because of my studies. So sorry. Feel that i have changed a lot. Studies have somehow become my everything, not friends, although they have been the pilalr of support these past few years. I hate this!! My dear percussionists helped my a lot in my life, making each band practice such a wonderful one although there are so many band practices, They brighten up my life, supported me during my guitar concert,making me so touched. My 4e3 who i misses so much make my life more interesting.. always so nonsense.. each lesson although very sian also can be very funni when the boys crap.. my dear kon chet may zi celia amanda.. who has been there for me.. telling me dun stress (haha) and other stuff.. being with them is so nice.. I miss these ppl a lot but i have no time for them because of my studies. It is just so shitty.. Long long time wanted to go kbox with mei juan but i keep postponing cause my throat my studies.. haiz.. long time never tok to amanda on the phone.. zi yee also.. wonder how is she doing.. i now also avoiding going to msn cause cant afford to tok for long.. am i doing the right thing?? wat has become of me?? because of the yunan trip which i did not regret going.. my whole june holidays is so busy and i have no time for studies let alone going out. i didnt even go out with my friends once or even watch any movie. I feel that my life suck.. i cannot stand it anymore.. maybe others in jc experiencing the same thing but i just dun like it.. what has become of my life.. studies?? i dun find myself being as happy as beofre.. is this ok?? haiz.. so many questions to ask myself.. just so many..
