Friday, January 12, 2007 @ Friday, January 12, 2007
today emotional.. haha.. lots of stuff went thru my brain..sometimes hate myself for wat i am..why cant i just be more open and tok and socialise with ppl.. i just cant.. haiz. in the ogl camp like i am the quietest then like very little ppl know i am the ogl and some dont say hi to me. haha. but to my friends. i quite sad.. like failure like tat.. then my name also very hard to remember which makes things worse.. but the entire orientation was fun lah.. haha..guitar orientation was a failure with only three people left at the end.. i think janice is sad.. haiz..
Friday, January 12, 2007 @ Friday, January 12, 2007
today emotional.. haha.. lots of stuff went thru my brain..sometimes hate myself for wat i am..why cant i just be more open and tok and socialise with ppl.. i just cant.. haiz. in the ogl camp like i am the quietest then like very little ppl know i am the ogl and some dont say hi to me. haha. but to my friends. i quite sad.. like failure like tat.. then my name also very hard to remember which makes things worse.. but the entire orientation was fun lah.. haha..guitar orientation was a failure with only three people left at the end.. i think janice is sad.. haiz..