Tuesday, October 17, 2006 @ Tuesday, October 17, 2006
today is a day where all my feelings just rush out..
i cant blog a lot today bec when i blog i will start to cry all over again.
i did very badly for bio leh!! how!! lowest in class..i think i am just a failure ba.. donno wat am i doing on this earth for.. i look ugly, figure like shit, results like shit, cant seem to do anything well.. total failure. haiz.
many ppl tell me that failure is just the process of success.. but i keep failing and there is no success in my current life. does anyone know how hard i worked for my promos..?? haiz. nvm.. dun want to tok more abt it le lah.. i felt like i am fainting.. so tired of life...
oh ya.. thanks amanda and chet for today. bugging u all with all my sadness.. sorri to waste all ur sms.. thanks a lot.. without both of u .. i donno how to pass my day.. esp amanda.. hen gan xie ni yi zhi zai an wei wo.. i am gonna be okay soon.. i hope so.. tomorrow getting more papers.. i cant face them.. cant face myself for the results i get..
