Wednesday, April 12, 2006 @ Wednesday, April 12, 2006
today lots of things went through my mind loh..
today got chemistry practical and i so stressed up until my hand keep shaking loh.. then i keep doing wrong things.. tell myself so many times liao still do wrong.. wonder wats wrong with me.. then my teacher keep saying me.. i didnt know i was shaking until my teacher say that he so firece i also no need to be so scared and shaking..
today went for guitar.. then i practise so hard then i very happi can play one song very nicely then after i play u know wat the senior said?? "u first intake one hoh.. y until now still cannot play" then i say i got play she say no.. wat the.. haiz..
then my school got this carnival funfair thing.. then i ask so many people to come but none can come.. i quite sad when one of my very very good friend say that he dun want come cause he very tired got pe tat day.. is like at 7 loh.. he can go home and change de.. then friday also no school.. i donno y loh.. quite disappointed loh.. haiz.. then he tell me that his friends now in JC are better then his secondary friends.. this make me realli very sad.. haiz.. donno wat to say la.. qite disappointed in my life.. feel that life like no meaning loh.. haiz.. study onli ba.. haiz.. everyday i like trying to force myself to laugh.. but with terence and rong jun then more happi lah.. haha so crappy de..
today terence and rong jun got climbing test loh..if fail kanna kick out.. haha hope they got in.. rong jun like so scared he cannot loh.. but he did quite well loh.. he managed to reach to a certain thing.. haha.. i think he can de.. haha.. :P
